Legalize all drugs. From a “moral
standpoint” if people die from alcohol your inability to swallow
the connotative impact of the word heroine doesn’t make you more
moral or logically consistent.
I’d rather not have hope then
meagerly grasp at the frayed tapestry of the current state of our
species. In other words, I don’t respect when people pray for
things to get better because of their isolated and small perspective
related to acts of kindness. Problems are systemic and take practice
to alleviate. Your short term solution and hope mean DICK.
If there was a god, the only sin would
be being unaware. You’d think of this being that is supposed to be
in and around everything, seemingly existing to question and get to
know itself, so the parts that just float on by and pretend like there
isn’t a world around them would be the bits you want to weed out.
I’M NOT A FUCKING INFORMATION KIOSK.
I’M NOT A FUCKING HAND SANITIZING DISPENSER. YOU WON’T BE BACK.
I’M NOT A FUCKING BANK. YOU CAN’T BORROW A CUP OR PAPER TOWELS,
THAT SHIT COSTS ME MONEY.
I understand that most people don’t
want my ideas. I’m reality based. I must have no ideas how to get
around this. How naïve I must sound when I say I’m in the business
of ideas. Clearly, I must not know how successful businesses got that
way. Clearly, I’m thinking too small.
There’s something wrong with a system
that has you graduate college, open your own business, and still
requires you to work all night on the side while the corporate
umbrella you’ve chosen bleeds you with rent. That second job has 2
½ hour orientations that go over how to wash your hands and mop a
floor. Why bother with school in the first place if our fast food
jobs can teach us? In universal terms, I’m no better or worse than
anybody. In the realm where we pretend judging people matters, I’ve
never felt so degraded. I’m hopelessly better than someone who
needs to be explained to them how to carry on cleanly in a workplace.
I get the feeling people shy away from
talking to me or offering advice because they think I’ll jump down
their throat or won’t appreciate where they’re coming from. This
isn’t the case. I simply don’t want obvious advice. I literally
never again want someone to tell me I should advertise. It insults
your own capacity for thinking and only wears on my spirit.
I think people need to be controlled by
something, but they should pick better things than the banks, Wall
Street, and the government to do it. I want to take of the world. “I”
is a collection of the ideas that would serve to show cause and
effect tendencies that have proven to result in improved human
happiness and productivity. “The world” is simply the medium in
which we actualize my intentions. It’s an easier task than people
realize and it can manifest in a million ways.
If everything isn’t designed to screw
you, we need better metrics for establishing what those things are.
It makes no sense to say “corporations are evil.” The “We’re
No. 1!” status of a company is irrelevant. I don’t really care if
you get free lunch and sing on a jukebox at your company, how are you
using your employees and your influence to change the very corporate
world? What other standards are you holding yourself to once you get
beyond the flash?
90% of the music I reject sounds like a
failed attempt at something “electro” or played out super chill
indie crap. I won’t say songwriting is dead, but I think ease of
access and a completely retarded younger generation has pushed it to
the margin.
One of the integral factors for why I
will always and consistently win, if only eventually, is that I am
not afraid. Better said, I don’t allow myself to be arrested or
impeded because of fear. Given that I don’t live a ridiculously
troubled or traumatic life it’s hard to site a “hardcore”
example. Just, when shit gets serious, I get very calm. I’ll look
more hysterical at seemingly stupid and petty shit than I ever will
if a bomb actually goes off.
I need to get more organized. If you’ve
tuned in this far, I offer this blog as evidence. I read once that
the more we try to multitask, the worse we are at it, and I only keep
adding things to my plate.
A driving force for my actions, or
inaction, is the idea that all things are connected. Why it can never
be “just think about the money now” is because the moral has to
carry or I’ve defeated the purpose. Nor can you simply push a moral
without caring about how and if it’s understood. People may not
know, or just forget when I tell them, nothing I genuinely care about
or have worked towards, have I ever failed at. It’s an extremely
long game I’m playing, and it’s something I’ve never stopped
caring about.
